Thursday, March 26, 2009

Perhaps I'm just one of those people who can't be told what to do. I feel so restless at work lately. I dread having to come into the office every morning and the end of the day just doesn't approach fast enough. I am exhausted most of the time and miserable the rest. This job is turning out to be exactly what I had hoped would never happen.

At the begining of the year, I was so thrilled about moving to a new team, thinking that a change of folks might do the trick. Now about to change firms and am starting to wonder if going to all these interviews and finding another lawyer-ing job is really the answer. It might be something I'm half good at but its not something I'm passionate about anymore.

I feel stuck but feel that leaving this industry is not an option. I'm already fighting with people for my personal life, I don't want to have to fight for my professional life either. How is it that some people land the perfect jobs to suit their lifestyles/passions/ needs while others simply make do, try and earn what they can and sit quietly with their misery.

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