Two things:

First, Happy Birthday Wiggly!!! Wish I could have been there to celebrate it with you!

Second, today is NG's and my supposed one year anniversary. Yes, yes, I know officially we're over, but inside I still love the guy. More than I realise sometimes. We've been on and off even though we'd officially broken up 3 months ago. And I couldn't help but be awed when NG sent this message last night:

baby, i don't know if this is appropriate... happy supposed anniversary. i love you for who you are. i thank you for all the love we shared. i appreciate every effort you took to show love, effort to look beautiful for me, took time to see me when i was down and celebrated with me when i was happy. you have always been the girl of my dreams. i will always thank God for the day you walked into my life. i love you baby.

:)

To NG, because I know you are secretly reading (:-p): I know that things haven't quite turned out the way we had hoped. I'm not even sure where we'll be this time next year. But I do know that I'll always think of this past year with you, including all the good moments and the bad, as one of the happiest years of my life. I love you smelly belly.