i have been meaning to blog but simply just haven't had the time! the weekend went by FAAAAR too quickly and probably because i had to come in to work on saturday :( friday night was nice though, went out with the people from work for a drink at oosh and it was nice to just kick back after the week of work.
the first week has left me a little stressed out and feeling largely inadequate. it feels like everyone else is alot more on the ball than i am while i'm just flailing around, trying to keep up.
work aside, things are alright i guess. i feel bad for the boy, who had to deal with my ridiculous emotional break down. i think it was partly feulled by PMS but i had this crazy crying fit on saturday night following a 2 hour walk back to my house from his out of sheer stubborn-ness. he walked with me but didn't say a word and it scared the hell out of me that he wasn't talking. i felt so pathetic and worse still when i broke into tears. this wasn't me, i'm not a crier generally. and yet there i was, bawling my eyes out as if someone had died. he was lovely about it though, making me feel even more embarrassed that my weaknesses had to appear before him.
anyways, for now, i'm still at the office... looks like its gonna be a long day!
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